Letters to Victor (Part 2)
Letter #4 – September 16, 2007 – 10:59 am
Lately, I’ve been needing more of your letters
Because they make me so much better
I just can’t get that damned song outta my head! And speaking of letters, too… I realized I’ve written you four of them these past six days. There must be something wrong with me. But it is also rather sad because I know my ‘penned’ words would but be invisible to your eyes and only my schizophrenic self would get to read them. And by the way, I’ve stopped crying. For now, at least.
Letter #5 – September 18, 2007 – 09:04 am
I admit. You didn’t really do that well last night. Luanne even said your performace was weak and that you might be eliminated tomorrow. I don’t know and I honestly don’t care. I still love/d your song. I found myself sort of having an out-of-body experience whilst you crooned your way into the girls’ hearts and I just looked down on my sshuffling feet and pretended you were singing to me.
Your charms, along with your innocence and lack of arrogance lifted me a few inches off the floor.
And this is bad. I should stop these feelings. I told you I don’t want to lose anymore and with you, I already foresee a heart-breaking loss. And I should even stop writing these stupid, imaginary letters.
Letter #6 – September 20, 2007 – 02:06 am
This is insane. You have literally and figuratively become my diary now and it is rather embarrassing. It seems like I’m using these “letters” to pretend that I’m actually talking to you. It is lame, I know. But I’ve decided that you’d get to read them someday, in His time… See? I’m even starting to write like you (except not as profound or interesting).
Anyway, you almost got booted off. Almost. But you are one lucky bastard, indeed. After that really bad performance (hell, even you knew it was crappy), you still had the judges’ votes. But I’ve to be honest- I’m happy you made it to top six at least, as now you’re gonna get signed by Warner and it’s another step closer to your dreams.
I’ve so many things to say to you, actually but I’m even weired-out that I’m holding back.
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